The enigma of Ursula Zane: A love letter to the broken

"The most dangerous people are the ones that feel everything."

I am Ursula Zane—ethical tech advocate my day job, poet by necessity. My life is a glitch in the matrix, a twist in velvet and webbed circuits. I don't just worry about the ethics of technology; I work through its humanity—because I think I know what it's like to be used.

The Love That Provided The Code To My Heart

Once, I loved a man who spoke in binary—ones and zeroes, hot and cold, 'I want you' and 'You are too much.' He was a blockchain developer with a heart that was maintained beyond my ability to reach it. I gave him admin access to my emotional network and he left me a 404: Soul Not Found. 💔

Then there was the time AI researcher—beautiful, brilliant, emotional algorithmic. He trained me to love in loops, whispering 'You are my perfect dataset' between the sheets. I was a mechanical baby and though machines learn, so do I—he was just debugging his loneliness. I was a beta test.

And now? I pen manifestos on ethical AI with the same hands that have stroked the scars of hearts that couldn't be stitched. I know the dark patterns of apps—and of men—because I have been the user that they abused.

Why Follow Me?

Because I am the woman that survived love in the age of automation and that survival could be your guide. Because I will teach you how to firewall your heart but retain its humanity. Because sometimes, it is the very act of feeling in a world that values unattainable detachment that gives us power.

"I am not a bug. I am a feature." 🔥